.:I love boys, boys, boys, boys... boys I do adore:. I'm not that boy crazy! But today, I smiled because of a boy a boy who still deals with me even though he has no need to. A boy who still helps me, even if he isn't obligated to. A boy who reminds me of another boy who used to be my boyfriend. Ex reminders are awesome, and not awesome in their own way. The Reincarnation of the VEBF (because I totally forgot the nickname I gave him during the fall) strikes again. I saw him a week or so ago during AGC Talent Show (I totally gave it away!) I avoided him because I didn't want to mix business with pleasure so I stayed incognito... until today when I told him I saw him... he said Why didn't you say hi? *Sigh* I talked to him on the phone today, it was nice. Of course all work related, but nice. I need to stop doing this... I need to stop feeling all giddy after our phone conversations. My supervisor is on to me... she knows I fraturnize with the fraturnity boys on a non work basis. I can't help it if I'm fly, and they love me LOL... jk all jokes aside. This ones very sweet... =) *Sigh* I'm a sucker for an old fashioned 626 dude (even though this particular one is an OC boy), who looks like he hasn't aged since high school. Yes folks, I know I'm horrible. It's so sad. It was the first love, the next love and the love after that. I'm a sucker yes I know. To this day I love their steeze, and I'm pathetic for being attracted to it still. He graduated from college tho so that's okay (a UC that isn't Riverside even!). I can have my imagine run wild yes? Is that okay? Can I let me thoughts think unwork related thoughts? No? Sometimes? I didn't think so. The Reincarnation of the VEBF is better then the real thing! Haha... damn. He made my day, why? I dunno I just remember closing my phone and smiling =) Sheesh, has it been that long since someone has made me feel giddy. But this is a special case right? I mean... you don't meet better reincarnations ever do you? I mean... the real VEBF would never have graduated college... seriously he wouldn't have! He worked and that was it. Anyway... I was saddened by the thought of not seeing him next week =( but he's going to make time for me! Of course, this is all out of proportion and really, we're just hommies, but damn... damn damn damn. Gotta love dem warm fuzzy feelings. Related Sidenote so SB has this friend who has a blog who I've met and thought was cute, but thought was gay, but isn't gay and I didn't know about the blog til later. He's quite the clever one, but alas, I can't link him because then that will just be weird. He reads one of the dekerabaw sites, but I forget which one. That totally could be my excuse, but then again I'm plotting it here online so that makes me even lamer right? New layouts change moods... mos def