II What Happened? II I used to be funny. No seriously. A long time ago... David and I had this conversation about past entries and our blogs and how they've changed, and well... I remember we were talking about how hilarious we used to be. The stupid random stuff we would talk about and how the jokes would go for post and post. Somewhere inbetween my junior and senior year of college, life got all depressing and so did my journal. Everything was so serious, and nothing was as funny as it used to be. What the heck happened? I know we all seek out certain objectives when journalizing. My objective was never to be a comedian in this webspace, but I just remember when that was possible. Nowadays everything is about life, work and how "insert a feeling" I'm feeling today. It's so mundane. Could it be that my blog has gotten so routine? I'm so concerned about documenting (this/that that/this) in my life that I forget that sometimes it's not that necessary. There's no need to write your heart away like everyday. That's just... not needed. Then again, I like doing so. I was thinking about this while I stumbled upon our new office managers xanga. She's pretty funny. She has her funny moments in real life, but her xanga is really funny. And because I want to protect her privacy (and only because if she knows I'm reading her xanga she might edit herself LOL ) I don't want to let her know I'm reading it (and I was close to slipping a couple times at work because she was bringing up things she xangaed about and like I was gonna say "I know") LOL But anyhow, she's funny. You'd never think she would be but she is (and if you're reading this HI! hehe =) ) but yea... what happened to me? In the past two years I've become jaded. It's so sad. Somewhere along the line, I became so so... not carefree. Always on the defensive, and never taking anything for face value. Have my romantic endevours turned me into an overprotective hag? See... and you wonder why I have all those interesting nicknames for them. But I digress... we're not talking about my emotional issues... we're talking about being funny =) Then, I get comments from people I know, and they make me feel better. Using words "hilarious" and "funny" make me feel better. All I really want is acceptance in this blog world. Don't label me... love me. Okay, I'm being retarded. Moving along, Mei and I went to the Galleria (Glendale one) and Loreal was there giving out free stuff. They slapped a wig on me to see how I'd look with plum undertones. Something like that... I don't know. We took pictures in our wigs, but Mei says no one can see (I'm sure I'll show you guys anyway) I went to DNB (Dave and Busters) with Charlie. Bro is always workin' nights so it was cool to kick it with him Thursday. Went with T and a buncha her friends. I love that place. Played a lot of basketball and got Charlie a DNB cup for change. My Co-Worker says that there's a DNB in Providance and it was the place to be while she was in college. (Vik... Did I ever tell you that my co-worker went to Brown? She graduated the same year as you too!) On our long trips for work she always tells me her Brown stories. I always make fun of her. Northridge, California or Providance, Rhode Island. Haha... which would you choose? It's like the battle of the century! (haha I'm kidding!) She says, I'd never make it on the East Coast with my sunshine lovin' mentality. I'm always depressed when it rains here in Los Angeles. She was like "How do expect to live in New York!" (She's the one of the three peeps at work who know I applied for TFA) and I was like "I don't know, I'll think about it when I'm there." C'mon only 2% of the WORLD has climate like LA =) Yay it's Spring Forward! Maybe I can forward past all the days yuckiness and start the spring brand new. Maybe.