.:Random Late Night Thoughts:. --Sometimes I wish that life was like clicking myspace/friendster links. Haha... don't laugh, but seriously you know that the connections are so uncanny on those things, or someone just catches your eye, and alluva sudden you're clicking links and end up looking at some person who lives in Alabama and likes Wu Tang Clan. Seriously. Like life was so random and unpredictable, yet you always knew that no matter how far you went, you could always go back to square one. word. --I never try to do things to him on purpose, but his reactions to things amaze me sometime. He gets jealous... and today it felt like I pushed it over the top. Our relationship is funny, we're always frontin'. Be honest with me dammit! Tell me what you're feeling. And stop being so damn territorial. As mad as I'm trying to sound right now at almost 3 AM in the morning... dammit... I think it's cute. That's why I love him more then I will anyone who ever decides to grace me with their presence, so until I meet the one to replace him I guess I have to deal with my feelings. I just sorta wave a white flag, and hope for the best. I'm prepared to fall as hard or as softly on the ground as a possibly can. One day, I will be on the arm of someone else, and he'll have to be okay with that. word. --What's the fascination with weed and drinking among college aged kids anyway? It's so weird how they're so into it. I really hate the taste of alcohol and I hate the way weed smoke smells. Is it that cool to get high? And if so... should I just finally give in and try? Weed free since... haha forever. Contact high because of the hip hop love, but never puffed in my life. Surrounded by EC the whole week, and hearing them talk about all this stuff about getting drunk and getting high, I kind of had to back up a second and look at the whole situation. Was there something I was missing all these years? Could I have been the life of the party all these years? (I am quite the entertaining drunk I've heard) but is it all worth it? Am I just a square? probably. --Dammit... business attire? Tomorrow night better be fun!