.:In less then a couple days:. I'll be on the other side of the country. I'm excited. For one thing da fam/my girls and I have never been on vacation together like this. So it'll be cool. So much stuff has been going on that we've hardly had any time for each other so I'm glad we're going to spend this time together. Plus, I have not seen Angela in forever. I miss her mucho. I think it's going to be a good trip. Financially, I'm not where I wanted to be at this date now that it's finally come, but I know that I'll be okay. I'll get to see New York, and even though it won't be for TFA... it'll be okay. ---------- I've been thinking about some friendships I have. It's weird how situations just make them change. It's so weird. Decisions made, and chances taken make things work out weird in the end. I don't know if distance, and just situations make people grow apart, but sometimes I wonder if the relationships I have are solid because of the nostalga or because they are. It kind of makes you think sometimes. Not that I'm trying to get rid of my friends or anything like that, because that isn't even the case.I'm okay with people growing apart. That's all. --------- I'm not boy crazy... I swear I'm not, but I quite possibily have met the man of my physical dreams. At was at a work function (no he's not a fraternity boy) and I swear I got all school girlish because of his rugged good looks. Man, I never used to by into terms like it should be a crime to look that good or hurt me hurt me but it should be a crime to look that good and HURT MEH HURT MEH! alas... I have no balls and he's probably taken and called for twice over. Gosh, boys don't look like that. Men do tho... oh boy do they =) ---------- He was really worried when I told him about what happened a couple of entries ago. He reacted very boyfriend like and all I could do is accept it and be angry (just a little) I think I'm bothered by us again (I usually get this way during the summer... or close to the summer) Why can't I just accept things for what they are and not complain. because I can't and I never will, and I'm okay with that . ---------- What's your theme song? David was trying to find one and he found one. I have two... I have a fight entrance song and I have a theme song. My fight entrance song is the DJ Danger Mouse remix of What More Can I Say by Jay-Z and my theme song is Dirt Off Your Shoulders (yea another Jay-Z song) Both make me feel great and get the adrenaline rushing. Yeah! I think it's important to have one, so if you don't have one go get one. ---------- I'm updating my resume. I haven't done that since I started working. I actually have done a minor job search with hopes of turning it into something major. Cross your fingers for me. I feel we'll all benefit if I get this job. word.