.:Crazy:. It's been a while since I've had a week/weekend like this. In a good way =) Never do I ever complain about not having a significant other. Although it'd be nice to have someone I've never complained, and if I did it was like for a split second, and I've gone on with my thang... knowing that for all the loneliness that a person can endure without someone I am the only one that can make myself happy. Right? It's been a good week. Haha... I've thought a lot about potential men and the men in my life. I'm not in a search, but it seems like people/life are searching for me. I know this guy... or my friend has a friend. Or something like that. I hate set ups I absolutely hate set ups... but I felt a little overwhelemed this weekend. It was weird. Sometimes you just want to meet a good man/woman, but at this age are we playing for keeps or for the time being? Are we ready for those potentials or are we scaring ourself from our own love potential? He makes me nervous, I make him jealous, he makes me smile, I smile when I hear his voice. He paralizes me from potential. I've said this time and time again. And when you love someone you kind of just go with the motions. I've gone through the motions the past almost two years in the summer (!!!) but what do you do when you meet someone who potentially is for keeps (on both ends, not just my end) how do you go on? And I've talked about it time and time again. The things he says, and the things he does to make me think that there's more to us then just friends us. But I have up even thinking about the what ifs because I'm happy and content with the face value friendship. And I'm okay with that. We're friends... the best of friends and I wouldn't want it any other way. Let the games begin! Haha... summer might be more fun then I thought... thank my lucky stars for potential =)