[Friday Night Live!] Yea here I go. The Izzy the iPod is on the fritz. I hope it's the battery. When I plugged it in to charge it had the little "low battery" sign with the yellow sign that has the exclamation point and now it won't turn on at all. I figure it should be okay, but it's been less then a year and my battery died? Eeek. At least it's not my fault this time. I'm extra careful with it always now. No ginger ale baths for her. Dude, there's a chase on TV near my house. I can hear the ghetto birds fly by. Anyhow, work has been exhausting, but on a lighter note. I was relieved to find out that I just have to be in the process of taking my CSET and it has to be completed by the third module of my masters/credential program. I need to start asking for rec letters. I'm getting the graduate school packing in the mail soon. Yay for almost leaving! My upside down V crush text messaged me after I text messaged him about a dream I had about him and the guys. He gave me the whole "you're still there?" comment. It was crazy how someone who only got to know me through the course of 3 days could be so concerned about my well being. He's really cool, at the same time... he made me think about still being here. One year at your first job is good right? A couple months after that is also good right? Haha... not that I'm taking his comment seriously... but I remember him saying "you can do way better then what you're doing." How nice of him, I think I mentioned this last time. The fact that he thought I could do better was cool. *sigh* This is the perfect example of how he paralizes me from the obvious (yea here I go again). I think this whole whirlwind of emotions and what not with him has made me unnoticing to game and what not. I analyzed this from time to time, and realized that hey... if I kicked it up a little bit something would happen. Even threw out some type of "interest" then I totally could have holla'ed. (even though we're an unlikely duo and I'd never let it really happen) Still... is it time to just accept the fact that we'll never be, or realize that good things come to those who wait. Ahhhh... deep stuff. Yes, even at 11 PM =) *sigh* I wish I could be a kid again.