[Signs...] Once upon a time, this girl named Nicole knew every sign in the book and reacted to them the way that normal people would, until one day... the signs weren't so clear cut... and what she thought was there... wasn't. In the end, she felt really stupid (the two occassions that she did decide to call someone on their supposed signs) and well... ended up feeling really confused. So now, when boys come along, signs are not as obvious as they used to be. And well... it's scary. Hellos and gestures and how you doin's aren't enough anymore because she really doesn't get it... any more anyway. damn him. At times she wishes that no matter how much she doubts herself... she can go all balls out and just go for it but time and old age makes her realize that no matter how much she wishes she could... she can't. *sigh* But eventually... if it should happen... it will.