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My brain is going in all kinds of directions right now.

I�m sleepy. I just got back from a carbolicious outing with Angela, this weekend should be awesome, it�s my sister�s birthday. I�m excited. Tran is finally 23! She can stop hiding in the world of a 22 year old. Yippee Skippy!

Dear Summer� I know you gon miss me�

How hard is it to say goodbye. To really say goodbye to the passion, the pursuit, the love that you once shared with someone. The love you thought would never let go. How hard is it to say goodbye?

Very.

It really is. Distances and circumstances can make the strongest of the strong weak in the knees when it comes to saying goodbye. Walking away from the life you once knew. Wishing you could where you used to be, 6 months ago� eventually being where you don�t want to be, head on with the future, so badly wanting the past to be close by, knowing that the present is in your face telling you that it�s time to go.

I wish, I wish, I wish�

Facing your future/present head on is a bitch, but you have to find the strength to get your life together. Start fresh and brand new. Just being able to start over, with out those reminiscent bits of memories that you�re hopelessly trying to leech on to.

Yea, I�m talking to you�

Maturity and unselfishness says that you will make conscious decisions for all those involved, not selfish, childish decisions that only benefit yourself and hurt the one you really love.

Make. The. Right. Choice.

Dedicated to all the suckas who make the wrong choices, and hurt the people I love.