// Get it together... //

One more blog before the gym�

I�m a little flustered. November disappeared into thin air. While everything was all awesome and dandy and I thought I�d reclaim back the time I lost in October, I have two weeks to get my shit together again.

Everything about myself has annoyed me the last day or so. I don�t manage my money well, I don�t use my time wisely� I�ve gained a couple pounds. Dammit� it�s just one of those days I guess. I feel like there�s not enough time for anything when in reality, there is I�m just too busy trying to fix my computer and back up my whole technological life. That�s my bad.

Self determination� I�m going to press this point until the cows come home. How hard is this especially in your adult life? When work bogs you down and then all the other crap just makes you lazy� how can you function efficiently? I�m still trying to find that balance even when I thought I mastered it� it really didn�t work. Or the way I was doing it wasn�t what I was happy with.

I guess we�re never satisfied with ourselves.

Self determination and professional fulfillment� please grace me with your presence the next couple of weeks.