[written while blogger was down this afternoon]

Real Quick.

I think I�m just a tad too easy breezy about the whole test thing today. It�s in about a hour and a half, and I have done no studying to make me feel confidant that I�ll pass. What happened to my game plan? Work happened.

Not to blame work, but I put a lot of effort in successful outings out to these schools, thus proving to be very fruitful for the organization, in turn giving myself a really bad position as far as this test is concerned. Am I worried? I mean there�s always next January, and since stuff has slowed down, I�ll just have to keep a strict study schedule from here on out. After today, I�ll just see how it goes, wait for the scores, but start the World History part. It�s never ending.

I�m not disappointed that my classes didn�t get me the subject matter wavier to cover all this, but I am a little bummed out at my decision making skills as far as my major was concerned. I had high hopes and Asian Am dreams of doing something great, but in reality, that hope just ran out quick. It�s nobodies fault, it�s just me growing up and realizing that I should have thought out my choices a little better. That�s why I think it�s tough to have a college freshman choose their majors off the bat. Even sophomores, can�t make a conscious choice, yet they force you to do it by junior year and you decide to be an ethnic studies major lol =)

Not to say that my working experience this past year sucked, and I�m not using my degree because it did not and I am. I�ve grown and matured because of my workplace, and I love how I�ve been able to put an interesting spin on things because of my just out of college position.

Anyhow� I have to get going. It�s going to be a busy Saturday. The test at 1:30 and work later on at 5:00 PM.

It just doesn�t stop with me does it?